Miss all the things!
Is it possible to miss someone you barely know? Most people would agree its not possible…but I believe otherwise. I believe that someone can have a profound effect on you whether or not either of you know it. These kind of things will sneak up on you and scare the shit out of you.
What sense does it make missing someone you don’t really know you ask? Well other than feeling embarrassed or insane that you are feeling this way in the first place…I am not quite sure.
Maybe it’s not missing the person so much as it is missing the way they made you feel when you were around them. There are so many things in life that are impossible to explain, and this is one of them. Some would think its fate that people enter our lives and others will believe things like a reason, a season or a lifetime. How are you supposed to know the difference?
Most of the time I am lost when it comes to what was supposed to be learned in a certain scenario, usually I just get annoyed think the whole world is against me and equally hate everyone. If only this were the case or actually helped console me.
I think there is a specific reason why people enter your life, and it’s to add or take away from who you are as a whole. People often enter into your life and are very selfish. I am sure I have been selfish here and there, but for the most part, I treat others how I would like to be treated, so I try to see both sides of everything before making decisions…as much as possible.
For whatever reason people enter my life (not all, but frequent visitors with the same make up) and in the end I am always trying to get things back together, or picking up pieces. But then, there are those rare moments, when someone beautiful comes in, helping me to remember just how amazing life is. Making me think in a way I never thought I would want to, or could. Clarifying those things one wouldn’t know was there unless brought to their attention and then I am left to miss them…when I barely know them. These love affairs are shorter than short and sweeter than sweet. I cherish every moment and try to get to know this person who has shook up my world…never ends up that way though.
All I know is it is very weird, maybe I am just seeing things that aren’t there, which I often do. At the end of the day I am sure we are not on the same page and all the missing is being done by me.
Time will tell, but for now, I’ll be missing you.
